Being the First born girl in my family came with responsibilities, the responsibilities that led me to want to take care of my siblings, Being born in a culture that says you have to care and love others First, i was always finding myself trying to help, improve and change my family conditions, for me I was always putting the needs of others First, being an empath that iam , I felt like it's my obligations to carry other people burdens First. Atleast that's what I found being done, I remember even my mum used to do the same, when serving the food, she would always serve us as her children while she forgot herself, not knowing this is a slavery mentality, this is not love. I was born in a family of 9 , and as a first girl I was the eyes of my mother, one thing led to another and I found myself in night clubs drugging men and robbing them all of their belongings .
This book displays the life of a girl who lived her life inside slavery mentality/victim mentality, she thought that only money can change her life and that of her entire family, she toiled in vain, she struggled with pain, addictions ,depression and life in prison. This book will take you through her memory lane, how she wrestled with sin, herself and God, and in the process God helped her discover her truest self, her gifts, creativity and and talents. The most precious jewel she have acquired during her walk with God is being able to trust God, in her most traumatising times, the peace, joy and the Faith she have achieved that none can take away from her and this is a good example that God is with us even in the deep pits , And that everything is working for good for those who are called according to the purpose of God.
This is a testimony that God can break all the kinds of chains that are binding us, the chain of poverty, the chain of sin, the chain of mental slavery like greed, bitterness, fear, anxiety or even doubts. God can can take away the pain, God can be able to change our mind set, God can break the chain of all kinds of addictions and He can be able to reveal to us who we really are in Him. The master piece that we have been all along. Because in Genesis He gave us authority , power and dominion to take care, to take responsibility, to command our days, to create and Even manage everything He have Created.
I believe everyone that will lead this book will never be the same again. God bless you.